Complacency

Just as I was sitting on my system, I went into a thought process. Precisely of what my behavior,my daily routine has been from the day I got my Summer Placement, a very important juncture for any student studying in my B-School.

And that’s how i relate my title to…

This is one, wrath i realized, i have imbibed on since that day!! As in,the lethargy in my actions,the carelessness in my behave,ignorance towards knowledge acquiring,all against the pledges i had made to myself before joining this place. And, i find me,pushing myself in the mess again,which i was when i had finished my engineering.

In a way, i have taken some short successes to head,and am counting on a muse that Mr.Fate will always,shoulder my drowning ship. In short, i have gone into dream world amidst a dream run in 8 months,just assuming things and taking it for granted that,my story will always end on a happy note,moreover so because,m getting better things than i desired for!!

Anyways, i penned this down because i consider this day as the one for reconciliation,and i will try to improve today onwards,also that if any day in life again i get in to same shit, i shall read this. This shall prove as a hot burn to me!!

Quite weird to jot this as a post in my blog,but then i felt this is the best place to record it,which can always keep me aware about it!!

Expecting to make necessary change in behavior from morning..

Au revoir!!

@ 2.45 Am

Even though my new found craze is just a day old, I suddenly realized that I ponder about it all day long. As in, now that I have made up my mind to blog regularly, how do I generate topics, what do I express my views about?? I cannot be writing anything under the sun. Evidently I  can, but it should seem consequent, isn’t it?? So I was struggling whole day long, speculating  what will I write.

In the meanwhile, I got a lot of comments, appreciation {for self-satisfaction}, during the course of the day, for the first attempt to pen down my thoughts.  Thought of writing on various topics like love ,expressions, college life, but the matter(in quality and importantly in quantity)failed to follow in my brain .But, I got a suggestion from one of my friend, whose a vivid blogger that “ Never write to get others awe, but express to gratify yourself. Also write in leisure, not that you pump in so much dat it leaves you cloyed.” So, I gave up the thought of touching such sensitive topics..loll…Actually, almost everyone gave a positive annotation ,so I am quite affirmative about continuing. Not I would not have been, had it been otherwise, but to be true it was pleasing. Well who will not like appreciation??

After struggling the whole day long, I wasn’t left with anything in specific to write about, so I though let me just jot down my thought process, of the day time!! And what wonderful time I got enlightened…at 2.45 am. I actually dunno why I am doing this…may be I am a lil afraid dat I might give up the good habit of writing, a task I have set up for myself after a lot of introspection.

I have indeed realized that writing is not as easy as it seems, so I have kind of accrued more respect for Authors!! By saying that I want myself to be very clear that I will not howsoever give away this practice!!

So that’s all in this entry, just wanted to make sure that by the end of this I have tittled my thoughts, the unrest I faced the whole day long about how am I going to continue!! And off course learn some new verbs, nouns, figures of speech, which I think I successfully have!!

Till then Kudos !!!

Hit The Road !!

Hi Omkar,

Welcome to the blogging world.

Never thought i would do this, but then something within drove me, and here i am writing the first chunk of my views, that can actually judge my cognition. atleast introspectively so…

Writing, for me has always seemed to be a fairy in the distant land!! It has always given me nightmares, may it be an exam to be sufficed, or an essay in XAT or my daily diary entry, up to this very post which i am writing. It was kind of a phobia which I developed over the time!!

But off late i felt that, instead of living on with this revulsion, why not just repair it, but try and overcome it. Why live with a stigma when, with little efforts it can be overpowered??

So here I am, trying to accumulate some thoughts and views and putting them together in simple verbose. I also look at it as a possible means to gain expertise over the language. Expecting people of various merits and calibers and all around to appreciate (even just for support though). Criticism,healthy though will be highly regarded, because I firmly believe  that “ A CRITIC NEXT DOOR IS QUITE A SAVIOR”.

Thanks!!